20 SOMETHING'S ''A Short Love Story"

I like to be transparent, but I like being as private as possible to, that's crazy right? I guess the story I'm about to tell everybody can help people learn from my mistakes. I haven't always been the person I am today, nor was I always the person I was yesterday, but years ago I fell in love. I had just moved to town practically coming from a bad break-up that I still hadn't dealt with along with not quite having my direction in life quite figured out yet. I wasn't in a good place financially, emotionally or spiritually so I had no business loving anybody, but there was this guy literally the most stunning man I have ever seen. When we met I was instantly attracted to him, but we didn't initially get along obviously I didn't force the connection it just gradually changed.

It was summer so he had this tan to his golden brown skin that was flawless, perfect hair just walking around the job looking like the perfect manifestation. I couldn't ignore this guy, I mean how often does perfection like that come your way. We eventually became cool, and I loved every minute of it we would talk all the time at work, but I found myself wanting more. So I would say maybe a month later he finally called me, at first I wouldn't go along with it because I figured why would a guy that beautiful want anything to do with me. We went out one night it was the first time I ever touched him, and after that night I wanted to spend every moment with him.

This was literally the worst timing in my life for everything I wanted to be there for me in that capacity, I was still having trouble with job security, and that was killing me. I had never been the guy who was down on his luck before, and I didn't expect to be for long. I had made promises to keep, I told him that as long as he was with me he didn't have anything to worry about, that he could take time to figure out what he wanted to do and not to worry about a job. The thing is I meant every word of what I said to him, I never wanted him to worry about anything, I thought I could make it doing odd jobs becuase all I needed was his love and everything would be alright. Things kept getting worse for me, and my dream started to become a nightmare, I started taking all my insecurities from my past combined with my present out on my dream-man. I couldn't get out of my own way, and I didn't know why I was doing it, but growing and doing introspection caused me to see how wrong I had been. Eventually he got tired of my bullshit and he left me, I thought that he would never leave me and I crumbled. Obviously I'm giving you guys the shorten version of this to protect the innocent, but I haven't been able to feel anything for another man since.

I still love this man til this day and I would give anything now that I have that stability and growth to have him back and to do all the things we said we were going to do. It was and still is the most innocent pure form of love I have ever experienced with any guy, and if you ever read this know that I never stopped loving you. You were my light in a dark tunnel, you have this ability to light up any room you walk into, you are the most amazing man ever to me and I hate how I treated you. I just hope that one day you can find it in your heart to please forgive me.....

Urban Insider talks Model Behavior with Mr. Alex Dominguez of RED Models NYC

With it now being officially spring and actually feeling like it, I thought what better way to celebrate than bringing in a little model behavior. Models often showcase the best of what the average person aspires to look like, from the clothes, the height, and even their hair. We chatted with Mr. Alex Dominguez for the proper insight, and here are our results....... Tell us a little about yourself such as where you are from, age, and for those who aren't familiar what agency you are currently signed with..... I was born Alexander P Dominguez in Washington DC on December 4th, and have resided in Prince George's county Maryland for most of my life. I graduated from Frostburg State university with a degree in Criminal Justice. I come from a good traditional Filipino family, and I am presently represented by RED model management NY. What was it and when was it that make you first take an interest in becoming a male model..... I really had no intentions of...

Spotlight On:The New It Girl Jessica Burciaga

She has it all from the girl next door appeal, to extreme sex appeal. I first took notice of her when I saw the Jamie Foxx ft Drake "Fall For Your Type" video and to be honest I had to take a sceond glance because I really thought that she was JLO. It wasnt until recently when I actually found out who this stunning beauty is who looks like she could be Jennifer Lopez's little sister. Jessica Burciaga (born April 11, 1983) is an American model . Her father is Mexican and her mother is French and Irish . She was selected to be Playboy's February 2009 Playmate of the Month . I think we are just starting to see the beginning of the beautiful Jessica, and that she has alot more in store......

Rico Hundo Gives UrbanInsider a Taste of "Trinkin Trinkin"

Not all of our interviews and features are very long and drawn out, sometimes we just wanna hit our mark with the subject we are talking about. Today we are talking about Rico Hundo, and officially welcoming him into the UrbanInsider family, which had all to do with the fact that he has the complete package, if you ever get a chance to watch his "Instastory" please do "lil whores", he was literally born for this and I can see his light, I would say he shines from within, so you wanna see his posts, you wanna hear him talk, you wanna know what he's doing next because you can tell it's organically who he is. We caught up with this rising star to continue the promo of his incredible ''Latin fused" new track "Trinkin Trinkin" oh and he helped us get the words right lol.........Oh we almost forgot to mention he knows another favorite "Dominicana" of ours CARDI!!!!!!!! Tweet So first of all I wanna it’s a pleasur...

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