Urban Insider Magazine

I have had my fair share of situations, but none as complex as this one, my ex or whatever he may like to call himself is so fragile that he will listen to any devil that whispers in his ear. I don't place stock into every person that tries to come tell me something, because I assess who the messenger is first, and what they could be getting from bringing something negative my way, I involved people in our relationship but never from a negative standpoint, anyone who had negative things to say about you I cut them off which left me only with you. For me, my focus, and what I want that was fine I don't want negative people in my life who can't accept the person I choose to be involved with. You on the other hand have decided to listen to any and everyone that has brought you negative information about me instead of getting to know the person you wanted to be in the relationship with yourself, where is the logic in that I don't want to know what everyone else thinks o

I know that it's easy to hurt a person you feel has done harm to you, but let's visit the truth for a moment because I have no reason to continuously beat myself up over a situation we have yet to discuss in detail. You are always so quick to show me screenshots, and pull your phone out when you think I have done something, you still haven't showed me anything regarding this fake profile bullshit, you know damn well that someone was sending me messages on IG about you last year, and then one day it just stopped, I showed them to you we discussed it, and I dropped it. I never let what someone else was doing ruin a situation with someone I felt was perfect in everyway, but instead of you revisiting that thought process and thinking, oh this might be the same shit or perhaps the same person you blame me. I have heard countless stories about you, that I have never let hit repeat from my mouth, but that's because I believe in you, and I would rather see your actions to

You did it honey Bey!!!!!! Haters will still try and say it's photoshop and not twins, at least someone is experiencing joy while I may not be in high spirits I can at least be happy for others who are, Congrats to The Carters!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tweet

I can admit that I get a little bit ahead of myself at times, that I may be a little impatient which causes a slight annoyance but it is never done in malicious intent. If I could talk to you right now and make you understand anything it would be this, you reminded me of my first boyfriend and there were a lot of secrets he kept from me because I was very naïve when I met him, with you I could tell when things weren't adding up, but I wanted to believe in you anyway so I kept telling myself other things to soothe my soul. Eventually I wanted the real answers that's all, I wanted to put real faces to these people who were all of a sudden in your life that never seemed present when we were always together, maybe it doesn't matter to you but since you matter to me I wanted to know, I needed to know I had fallen in love with you. I want you to know that I have noticed that when I do something to you, you do it back but you seem to make the situation a lot more intense than