I know that it's easy to hurt a person you feel has done harm to you, but let's visit the truth for a moment because I have no reason to continuously beat myself up over a situation we have yet to discuss in detail. You are always so quick to show me screenshots, and pull your phone out when you think I have done something, you still haven't showed me anything regarding this fake profile bullshit, you know damn well that someone was sending me messages on IG about you last year, and then one day it just stopped, I showed them to you we discussed it, and I dropped it. I never let what someone else was doing ruin a situation with someone I felt was perfect in everyway, but instead of you revisiting that thought process and thinking, oh this might be the same shit or perhaps the same person you blame me. I have heard countless stories about you, that I have never let hit repeat from my mouth, but that's because I believe in you, and I would rather see your actions to see if it lines up with what I've heard. As I said before this is your excuse, and if you say it enough times you start to believe it, you start to want to hate me for something I would never do, you want me to be a bad guy because that makes walking away a whole hell of a lot easier than walking away from someone who is good don't it. If I had done anything to you I wouldn't be in this much pain, I wouldn't have gotten sick from worry and lost my appetite for more than a week, couldn't sleep for more than a week, that's the shit I've been going through. I developed genuine feelings for you there is no way I would've gone through all that trouble had I not, what the fuck would I get out of doing anything to ever hurt you wouldn't it be more appropriate for me to do that now, each time we have seen each other since that day, you have tried repeatedly to hurt me though. Thank-you for showing me that my loyalty to you means nothing, because it became my weakness, you know that what you are doing to me is wrong. I fixed everything that you asked me to fix and I was ready to show you, I was so happy about it, and the day I got the last official call from you, you hit me with that shit. Maybe you never wanted me to win in the first place......
I know that it's easy to hurt a person you feel has done harm to you, but let's visit the truth for a moment because I have no reason to continuously beat myself up over a situation we have yet to discuss in detail. You are always so quick to show me screenshots, and pull your phone out when you think I have done something, you still haven't showed me anything regarding this fake profile bullshit, you know damn well that someone was sending me messages on IG about you last year, and then one day it just stopped, I showed them to you we discussed it, and I dropped it. I never let what someone else was doing ruin a situation with someone I felt was perfect in everyway, but instead of you revisiting that thought process and thinking, oh this might be the same shit or perhaps the same person you blame me. I have heard countless stories about you, that I have never let hit repeat from my mouth, but that's because I believe in you, and I would rather see your actions to see if it lines up with what I've heard. As I said before this is your excuse, and if you say it enough times you start to believe it, you start to want to hate me for something I would never do, you want me to be a bad guy because that makes walking away a whole hell of a lot easier than walking away from someone who is good don't it. If I had done anything to you I wouldn't be in this much pain, I wouldn't have gotten sick from worry and lost my appetite for more than a week, couldn't sleep for more than a week, that's the shit I've been going through. I developed genuine feelings for you there is no way I would've gone through all that trouble had I not, what the fuck would I get out of doing anything to ever hurt you wouldn't it be more appropriate for me to do that now, each time we have seen each other since that day, you have tried repeatedly to hurt me though. Thank-you for showing me that my loyalty to you means nothing, because it became my weakness, you know that what you are doing to me is wrong. I fixed everything that you asked me to fix and I was ready to show you, I was so happy about it, and the day I got the last official call from you, you hit me with that shit. Maybe you never wanted me to win in the first place......
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