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I have been trying to prove to someone I love just how innocent I am about a situation that he feels came from me. I'm not a tech person but I am a fact based logic person, and because of that everything has to make sense to me. I know very well what my actions consisted of on that day, and I know people have tried to sabotage us using the internet before, which is why I would think he would know me better than that. Other than what I now have installed on my phone which he can't see because he isn't talking to me, I researched the following online to show him I have no reason to lie about this. "To successfully "hack" someone's phone, you need to get them to take some action which allows a compromising exploit to be run on the phone. That means you need either physical possession of the phone (at which point, it's a free-for-all), or you need to induce them to take some action. So, if I wanted to compromise a phone, I'd use a spe...

I thought I was ok I thought I could walk away from him and not look back, but the reality is my heart beats for him, he transformed my world of darkness into light, with him by my side there was not a worry on my brain except what I needed to do to please him. He took my light away and my world has went back into darkness again, and I can't see a way out, he doesn't hear my cries, he can't feel my pain and suffering, when did I loose him. Last night was almost too much to bare I felt like a wall was tumbling down on my chest and crushing my heart, if you knew him like I know him you would love him to. I don't care what bad things happened between us because love is understanding, I really don't think he knows or has seen himself the way I do, I feel so much pain because of his silence talk to me end my suffering, I want to make things right again loosing you is like letting apart of me die that still wants to live...............................................

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Hailing from NC he kind of puts you in the mind of Odell Beckham without the blond hair, he is an athlete/model. I think that combo is such an easy transition because you already have the physique and height requirements for the job.

I came across this photo online today and thought it was one of the dopest pics I had seen posted in awhile, there was no tags but I like the color combos and the lighting is perfect. This guy is definitely ready to change the modeling game.

I've had my time to wallow, to cry, to feel self-pity, to reach out constantly, and the yesterday it hit me, this nigga is treating me like I'm his fan, I was reading through some of our old texts where his number is saved in my old phone trying to figure out how it got to this point, I don't deserve that I have never treated him like he was less than myself. Although I pointed out all the sources of communication in my previous article, you are not going to subject me to reaching out to you via any social media source like you've never been in my home. I'm from the south and I'm big on manners, but even bigger on personal connections he knows this, as he has pointed it out himself, I allowed him to use text messages as our form of communication although it's not always my preferred method of contact, once again that respect factor comes in if you allow someone to treat you as though you are nothing, then that is what you will beco...

Appropriate title for the current situation in my life, I found this song yesterday while I was in the gym for the life of me I can't figure out why he is doing this to me. I thought I had gotten stronger yesterday but I literally felt as though I might pass out right there in the gym any minute, it's as though he gets off on my pain, but if he gets hurt everything has to stop. I'm well aware that there are other guys in this world, but it doesn't feel the same talking to them as it does when I talk to him, and I know something has changed although he refuses to admit it, but anyway hopefully someone will find this song helpful.