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I thought I was ok I thought I could walk away from him and not look back, but the reality is my heart beats for him, he transformed my world of darkness into light, with him by my side there was not a worry on my brain except what I needed to do to please him.
He took my light away and my world has went back into darkness again, and I can't see a way out, he doesn't hear my cries, he can't feel my pain and suffering, when did I loose him.
Last night was almost too much to bare I felt like a wall was tumbling down on my chest and crushing my heart, if you knew him like I know him you would love him to. I don't care what bad things happened between us because love is understanding, I really don't think he knows or has seen himself the way I do, I feel so much pain because of his silence talk to me end my suffering, I want to make things right again loosing you is like letting apart of me die that still wants to live.............................................

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