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I have been trying to prove to someone I love just how innocent I am about a situation that he feels came from me. I'm not a tech person but I am a fact based logic person, and because of that everything has to make sense to me. I know very well what my actions consisted of on that day, and I know people have tried to sabotage us using the internet before, which is why I would think he would know me better than that. Other than what I now have installed on my phone which he can't see because he isn't talking to me, I researched the following online to show him I have no reason to lie about this. "To successfully "hack" someone's phone, you need to get them to take some action which allows a compromising exploit to be run on the phone. That means you need either physical possession of the phone (at which point, it's a free-for-all), or you need to induce them to take some action. So, if I wanted to compromise a phone, I'd use a spe...

I thought I was ok I thought I could walk away from him and not look back, but the reality is my heart beats for him, he transformed my world of darkness into light, with him by my side there was not a worry on my brain except what I needed to do to please him. He took my light away and my world has went back into darkness again, and I can't see a way out, he doesn't hear my cries, he can't feel my pain and suffering, when did I loose him. Last night was almost too much to bare I felt like a wall was tumbling down on my chest and crushing my heart, if you knew him like I know him you would love him to. I don't care what bad things happened between us because love is understanding, I really don't think he knows or has seen himself the way I do, I feel so much pain because of his silence talk to me end my suffering, I want to make things right again loosing you is like letting apart of me die that still wants to live...............................................

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Hailing from NC he kind of puts you in the mind of Odell Beckham without the blond hair, he is an athlete/model. I think that combo is such an easy transition because you already have the physique and height requirements for the job.

I came across this photo online today and thought it was one of the dopest pics I had seen posted in awhile, there was no tags but I like the color combos and the lighting is perfect. This guy is definitely ready to change the modeling game.

I've had my time to wallow, to cry, to feel self-pity, to reach out constantly, and the yesterday it hit me, this nigga is treating me like I'm his fan, I was reading through some of our old texts where his number is saved in my old phone trying to figure out how it got to this point, I don't deserve that I have never treated him like he was less than myself. Although I pointed out all the sources of communication in my previous article, you are not going to subject me to reaching out to you via any social media source like you've never been in my home. I'm from the south and I'm big on manners, but even bigger on personal connections he knows this, as he has pointed it out himself, I allowed him to use text messages as our form of communication although it's not always my preferred method of contact, once again that respect factor comes in if you allow someone to treat you as though you are nothing, then that is what you will beco...

Appropriate title for the current situation in my life, I found this song yesterday while I was in the gym for the life of me I can't figure out why he is doing this to me. I thought I had gotten stronger yesterday but I literally felt as though I might pass out right there in the gym any minute, it's as though he gets off on my pain, but if he gets hurt everything has to stop. I'm well aware that there are other guys in this world, but it doesn't feel the same talking to them as it does when I talk to him, and I know something has changed although he refuses to admit it, but anyway hopefully someone will find this song helpful.

I have been going through it this week, and today I was physically in pain behind my break-up, which brings me to my next topic "Communication". In this age we are not limited to rotary phones or landlines as a means of communication, we have a myriad of avenues to connect with each other whether it be social media, that also offers several platforms, or those other things which connect us to all of these wonderful ways of communicating called "Cellphones". Most of us are probably holding one in our hand right now, I know my ex is always attached to his, so the last time we "communicated", he accused me of making some sort of fake profile of him, I shrugged it off because he often makes up reasons to start an argument with me, because it is a very childish thing to do, not only is the behavior childish it also insulting to just accuse a person of something like I'm some flaming queen in these streets. To add insult to injury he also provide...

My pain, my education, and my personal experience has prompted me into writing about my latest relationship, not so much as to air a grievance but more so as a way to heal. I am not the type to get into a relationship with just anyone, nor am I the type to just get into a relationship just for the sake of company, I loved this man, in my eyes he is everything that I have ever wanted. I opened myself up to him completely, all of my raw emotions, all of my shortcomings, all of my flaws he knows them well, and he helped recover from those old wounds I had, he made me so happy and full of life again that I wanted to be his everything forever. His happiness became my happiness, and I put him first while I took a bench seat, I did everything that he asked me to do, and still with all that has been done for him by me he left. In spite of my degree I took jobs I hated to give him everything he wanted, and needed, with him around I didn't need all the things I once needed anymor...

I love discussing things from a personal narrative, I think it gives what I'm writing about more feeling, I do not reveal the names of anyone I'm romantically linked with just to clear that up. Now we all learn about gender roles and gender schema as it relates to society in sociology, but I want to discuss how those crossover in modern relationships. When our parents and grandparents were growing up you had the typical gender roles, the husbands went to work while the wives stayed home and were like June Clever, at least that's how my maternal grandmother was, now as society has changed you have a lot of role reversal, and you even have non traditional gender roles in non traditional relationships, we will get there later. What I want to talk about now is courtship, usually when a person expresses interest in you and you express it back, you all begin to date and the rest is history, now it seems as though guys want to be chased,and play the role traditionally ...