At some point in your life you will meet someone who never noticed you, but you have always noticed them and placed them upon a high peddle-stool. Well I've known my someone for about 11years and we finally really just became close 3years ago. Like the first time we spent time together it was like we'd never not kicked it. I'm complex so it takes a certain type of person to get me, and we really click it's like if we see something we can just look at each other knowing we are thinking the same thing.
Lately there has been a disconnect although we aren't and weren't dating it was just that I felt the foundation was there and we enjoyed each others company. I feel like I'm going harder meaning putting in more effort, but it doesn't seem to be appreciated. I go outta my way to include this person in my life, but I get excuses and then followed up by an apology I don't think it's cool. I dunno I guess it would be wise to cut my loses, but I recently was asked in a round about way how I really felt. I decided not to be the first one express it so I said nothing, plus I don't even know if I wanna really pursue it or am I just fixated on idea of what it could be. If there is anyone out there who has ever been faced with a situation like this I'd love to hear your imput....
Sincerely
Sleepless In Mississippi
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